life without school..

I feel I must post as the most lazy blogger in the history of the internet (PO), commented on my lack of posting...

Things are different. After considering and finally going through the whole PEY fiasco, I wondered what it would feel like for September to role around and there to be... NO SCHOOL. I can't honestly say if it's better or worse.

I recall school as being somwewhat good. I know that's a shitty description but it's all a big blur. There were obviously the good moments and the bad. The good being the people, the learning and the atmosphere. The whole idea of comitting yourself and fully immersing yourself in something is cool. You don't need to worry about anything, you live, sleep, dream and work towards learning. The bad, the late nights, the tons of work, the bad parts about dedicating your life to something ie. becoming an introvert and putting friends and family on the backburner. hmmmmm....

I know it might not be a fair comparison but I'm under the impression that I can extrapolate these feelings towards reseach and business. For those reading.. is this a fair comparison? Research like school and PEY like business. hmmm...

I was under the impression that I'd go for research but I'm not so sure anymore. If I were to fully commit to looking for a job in 4th year and end up with something goood, I'm thinking I might take it.

screw it.. I still have a year to figure things out, too bad for you 4th years who need to make the decision now.

this post was crap.. but I dunno, I got the idea of "thinking about the future" crap in my head and there I went.

I'll try for more cheery posts in the future.